Too Fast :(

So I just realized that the majority of my friends are seniors and I wont see them at all next year, unless they come to visit. Wow high school is going by wayy too fast man.! It feels like just yesterday was my first day of high school. Wow I need to start looking at colleges and stuff, and probably a new job or something. I just wish that I could pause high school and never leave. I'm just kinda freaking out right now about this. I really don't know why though. Maybe I just needed a reality check or something. Why does it have to go really fast? I don't want it to! lol And I already have my prom date picked out for my senior year.ahaha I just, well i dunno. Its like I want the school year to end, but I don't. Like when I was younger I couldn't wait for my school years to be over, but now since I am almost to that spot I don't want them to end. :(
-amanda